this is our moment

three months has passed since we became boyfriends. and honestly? time flies so slow. it felt like we have known each other for so long yet it's only 3 months, baby. I look forward for many more months, years even, with you. i want to be in your life forever.

our first moments

our first moments.. would be when you were spamming memes and being a tease, basically. I don't know why but i was attracted to you immediately. i guess you can say.. it was love at first sight. I don't believe such thing, but the moment i saw you, i had this feeling. the feeling of wanting to get to know you better. cheesy ;; but that's the truth. so i let my heart to do whatever it wants. that was when i approached you.

even if you denied countless offers of hugs and kisses from me, even if you keep on asking hugs and kisses and i kept on offering to you, even if i was rejected, it doesn't make my resolve to crumble. in fact, i made it as my mission to finally, one day, have you in my arms.

June 30, 2020
♡ hwang hyunjin ᵉʳˡᵏᶦⁿᵍ12:04:42 AMReply
anyone but juyeon

♡ hwang hyunjin ᵉʳˡᵏᶦⁿᵍ12:05:00 AMReply
he'll get the stabbo

it brings us closer

so, when we had a fight because of me stealing your first kiss, i was miserable. i thought, ah there goes my chance to get closer to you. you could say that, you were my crush at first sight (//-\\) imagine your crush hating you and rejecting you, that would hurt. that would crush me. and when he had a fight before anything blooms between us, when it was brought to the public, i was devastated. it was eating me up, the anxiousness that I felt when you took your time to recollect your thoughts made me anxious. I was upset, I was genuinely upset with myself for not being patient enough that you thought i wanted to do a pity party in the public. I just wanted to cry, which I did. I was so upset that time.

but i'm glad that, that we talked about it calmly. because i would definitely regret not talking to you if things went sideways. then, everything went too fast and hazy for me. we kept on teasing each other or more like, you bullying me with love ;;

♡ hwang hyunjin ᵉʳˡᵏᶦⁿᵍ 6 minutes agoReply
no one:
juyeon:

we started anew as friends, but to me, it was a second chance for me and I wouldn't want to waste it like I did for the first time. i want to make you feel loved without you constantly doubting your feelings, without you thinking that I was doing this on a friendly act. you could say I was whipped, and I still am. I am so whipped for you, hyunjin.

Jul 2, 2020
♡ hwang hyunjin ᵉʳˡᵏᶦⁿᵍ 3 minutes agoReply
( ㅍ ㅅ ㅍ ;;)
you're lucky I'm in a good mood..
leans in to lightly plant a kiss to juyeon's lips
there —

♡ hwang hyunjin ᵉʳˡᵏᶦⁿᵍ 30 seconds agoReply
dont ever speak of this ever again, I'll deny everything.

you are my life, my world

-i have a star that fell from the skies and it's you. you're my star, that I wished upon and it came true. you lights up my life, you brought the happiness in my life and you made me whipped to the maximum. We had out first date together under thousand stars, I was lowkey nervous because it was too simple I was scared that it lacks everything.

then, after the date, it made me realized that.. you are my life. I can no longer have my normal, usual days. I am restless when I didn't see you for a day. I will be one whiny baby. I realized that i'm drawn to you whenever you're around. I realized that, after the date, I love you. I care for you and I want you to be mine, as much as I want to be yours.

my favorite ducky

Imagine how happy I was when I found out that you had a fat ass crush on me. I was so happy, that my feelings were returned ;; Man.. even now, writing these made me giddy and whipped even more TT i am such a simp. a fool for you unu

enthralling, that's you

words can't explain how much I'm grateful for you, that I want to do the best I can to be with you, to make you happy but I can always say my gratitude in the following months, right? eue so~

this is your prince speaking, your lil ice cube, frog of yours. I love you so much, so so so much and happy 3rd monthsary, my princess hwang hyunjin. (and I love your son, hwang kkami too) oh, i bought you a ducky family terrarium because you loves nature so much and the ducky family reminds me of you uvu also, to the lil ducklings near the park at my house. <3

look at the ducks uwu isn't it cute? just like you hehe. anyways, that's the end of this... appreciation post orz oh, and one more thing to give you. I don't know your favorite flowers, nor your favorite color orz I hope you likes this ;; i love you baby uwu love love love you!